Here comes the sun

It is summer- finally- and I am settling back into relaxation, into calm, into myself. The space that has come with the sun is so liberating. So much so that I have to fight back an urge to multitask, or reprimand myself for enjoying not multitasking. I absolutely love moving at my own pace, not living by a clock. It will all get done. That is the biggest lesson I am taking from the long, dark winter that has just passed. It will all get done.


I have to say that the end of the school year was very enjoyable. The intensity of my school ran strong to the very end, only it took on another shade- one of generosity, appreciation, and kindness. There was no shortage of cards, gifts, and genuine thanks in the final weeks. I was overwhelmed more than once by my classroom community and their good will toward me and the baby. I received more thanks and gifts this year than all of my other 7 years combined. Even so, I'm not sure I didn't prefer my old environment where half of the parents forgot my name most of the time. Gifts aren't necessarily worth the constant doubt and anxiety.


Ah, but the sun has finally arrived. The sky has found it's perfect hue of blue. Neglected pieces of my life are sprouting and blooming like the irises in my front garden. I have missed the sun more than I realized. And perhaps I appreciate it more than ever as well.